It's in his eyes

How would I know?
Know if he really loves me?
Know if he knows how much I love him?
Know how much he loves me for me?
Know that he'll always be mine?
Know that he'll only do things to make me happy?
How would I know that?

The answer,
It's in his eyes...
They would never lie
They would never ever lie...

They light up when he sees something that makes him happy
They go dark and dull when something upsets him
They widen up when something surprises him
They tell what he feels
They say what he thinks
And it's like they know how to make me happy
Even when he doesn't know it
Even when he didn't try to
Just by looking at him..
You'll know that something hidden behind those lenses
Is something true and beautiful
Something so priceless and irreplaceable
It's the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen.
It touches the core of my soul... 

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You're the melody that keeps repeating in my heart...
:)

the phone call

well...
It's nice to hear your voice...
I like hearing you speak
It reminds me that I've found something
Something that's actually alive and mine
It shows me that you're alive and happy
It makes ME happy knowing that you're happy
I got to know you a little more

The things I try to memorize in my brain
Usually takes about two or three days to do so
But when we're talking about you
There's more to learn and uncover
But I can do it all in one day
And still remember it clearly

What you love
What you hate
What makes you YOU
Reminds me why I picked YOU in the first place
You don't have to be superman to impress or save me
In fact, if you were to change yourself
Into something that you're not
I'd rather be drowning
And wait for the real you to come
I don't ever want you to change

That moment
When you were talking about "her"
You said if you had something that I had
Something that I have that makes everybody likes me
Then it would be easy for you to impress her..
I've never felt so scared in my life
I've never felt a fear so deep

Please... Don't ever say something stupid like that ever again! NEVER!

I love you for you, if you were to change, then where would I be?
Who in the world would I be in love with right now?
You became the meaning of my life...
If you change, then my purpose in life would change too...
Remember how awesome YOU are...
If the girl can't see your awesomeness
Then that means she's not worthy of your awesomeness...
<3

I'm always there...

Well, after getting off the phone,
I found out a lot of things about you
Made me realize some things
These things are other boys could never have
Well, they could have it all, if they try
But, no matter how much they try,
There's still this ONE tiny thing that they could NEVER have
And that's me...
My heart, it belongs to you
You may not notice
You may not know it at all
But, every time you claim that you're alone
In your room
When you say that your room mate is gone
And that the silence is something you can't get use to...
And the fact that you feel lonely and in need of company
Well... Just look for my heart
Call out to it...
It's always there, waiting for your call
Your cries for help
Your need for company...
It's always heard...
I'm always there
Tucking you into bed
Warming up the room when you feel cold
I'm always there..
All you have to do is to see with your heart...
May be someday, you'll see it... I'll be here, waiting for you to fall and for me to catch you...
ALWAYS

My heart's highlighted in Pink... this song is for you :) Enchanted by Taylor Swift

There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter faking smiles
Same old tired lonely place
Walls of insincerity shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes "whispered have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette
Start to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Countered all you quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you

This night is sparkling don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2 a.m. who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth
wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say

It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page
not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

While you were busy thinking and staring at her. I dedicated this song, secretly to you. But you wouldn't have the time to notice that, I understand that, because you were freakin' out about talking to her. So I hid my wounds and told you to go for it, go get her! ;) Nice to know that you're happy finally talking to her. You're welcome. I was hoping that you could hear this song through the radio, the pink parts are what my heart is screaming out to you. It's ok if you don't hear it. I get it. =) It's okay. I'm fine. Oh, and one more thing, I love you like a love song baby! X)

PS: I LXXX you <3

这些就是朋友！

我真的是很爱那些
没事情就不理我
有事情才会找我
平时我等他们
没有他们等我
我不出声
就当做我不存在
走的时候
望也不望一下我有没有在后面
就直接走掉我
的那些“朋友”
我要对你们说这一句
没有人帮你的时候

*********千千万万不要叫我，说是你的朋友**********:-)

A stroll

In a park
Where dried leaves fall
And touch the ground
Two strangers walked by
Colors of yellow and orange swirled around the ground
Blending a nice shade of Gold
The sound of the swans swimming in the lake
And pigeons flopping their wings
Children running around with pure laughter
Their innocent eyes shining like tiny raindrops
Reflecting the warm rays of the sun
An old man sitting beside an old woman
Joining hands
Mesmerized by the clouds
Above their snow-white hair
Enjoying the breeze of yesterday's memory

As if they were still in their youthful ages

plays and stories

Water's too hot
You burn your skin
Feel the sting
behind every grin
when they see you suffering

people make you happy
some make you feel alive
what they try to hide
behind their eyes
it's just too obvious


Life~
It's nothing but reality
Life~
Can't be taken so easily
Life~ 
It's not a fairy tale 
Happy endings
Only happens
In plays or stories

Cut yourself 
And you bleed
blind your eyes
then you can't see 
anything~


everything's just too real
not the way you'd expected
everyone puts on a show
not caring what you feel

A wound that lasted for two years... And it's still bleeding...

It was raining...
She remember it clearly...
Everything that happened that night...

He broke her heart without notice
An hour on the phone
Suddenly, silence were at both ends
She couldn't of what to say
He was in complete silence
Waiting for her to pour her feelings out in a rush of water
But he hears nothing but the soft breathing of the girl at the other end
She tells him that she's just fine
He doesn't believe her
He knew what he had to do and what he had done
She couldn't summon up her courage to hang up the phone
But she wanted to be alone
There was nothing she would've done
She held her breath and cried in silence
While no sound came from the other side of the phone

Two weeks without noticing a thing
Everything just went with a blink of an eye
She didn't wake up fast enough
She wasn't conscious enough to realize that "end" is just around the corner
Now, she's left crying alone, on her bed
While the fireworks beamed from outside her bedroom window
Music played all around the outside of the house
People celebrating the first few days of the New Year
All that was in her heart
Were question marks, scar marks, wounds of a bleeding heart
While a ray of colours danced and paraded through the night

How could she have bared it?
She waited for so long and finally got what she wanted
But it all ended so fast
What did she do wrong?
It still remains unknown
She fell so deep
Fallen hard...

It hurts so bad
I wish I could turn back the time
Realize that a huge breakup was just around the corner
And avoided it
Pull the trigger myself
At least it wouldn't hurt as bad as it was... and still is... until this day...

No more you

It's time to erase your songs
And start my new play list

Bed Time

Come into my library, I have stories to tell
Read them off of my tall maple shelves
The adventures start after the sun sets west
After everyone had gone to dream on their comfy beds
Our adventure sets off
When there were witches and warlocks
Dragons, dungeons, castles, even talking frogs
Waving wands and casting spells
Entering dimensions into different realms
All these tales may continue tomorrow
Whenever you come back, new dreams and happiness follow...

Of different lives

Sitting at a cafe, sipping a warm cup of coffee on a cold night
Hear the humming coming from talking crowds here and there
Round tables, arranged neatly in a room filled with seated people
Plastic people...
People with no eyes, no ears, no mouth
Some are even faceless
They are without souls
Chatting the night away like it's nothing
While shadows covered the sky with gloom beyond the framed glasses
Faint light from street lamps draped across the streets like sheets of thin silk
Rain started pouring down accompanied with the sound of whistling flutes
The sight of raincoats and umbrellas running to avoid the raindrops
The sound boots patting on the wet road
While water and mud splashed when cars swish by and out of sight
So cold out there
When I'm sitting inside feeling the warmth and comfort from the coffee
With a pen in hand, and an empty page laying on the marble table top...

不可能的结果

有一种自卑的感觉
我觉得，我不配你
你也不配我。。。
我们根本就不适合
这是我要接受的
当知道你有了心里的唯一
使到我边的更警惕
要随时提醒自己：
不要说喜欢，就可以不用顾一切
就可以放心的去喜欢一个人。。。 =')

The only people who can understand...

The only people who I would let in my life and consider as my friends... Are the people I wanna get to know and hopefully that one day that we could be great friends...
The only people who I would consider as the people who understand me... Are the people that I cherish... The people who I think can be the greatest people that I could share my life with...
The only people who I really admire... Are the people who finds life amazing... And that they have no frustration what-so-ever...
And I love people who can make life interesting... Even when things are dull... :)

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Where you go, petals will follow...
But where I stand, plants will grow...
Where you are, the rain will come...
But on my side, I build the storm...
Where you stay, the sun may shine...
But where I am...
Burns the most beautiful flames of violet and crimson...

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我最爱听的声音，是音乐，不是人说话的声音。
我想得到的关心，是安静，不是人给于的关心。
我没要求过的东西，请你不要给我。
我只需要一个安静的地方，让轻松来陪伴我的思想。
但，这世界有哪个灵魂会和我一样，有这样的思想呢？

他的眼神，深深吸引了我，

但使到天上的星星不亮了。

他的笑容，很温柔又温暖，

但使到太阳失去它的温度。

他的浪漫，感动了我的心，

但使到月亮失去它的激情。